2.12 - Voice + Spam
Feb. 10th, 2013 01:48 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
[Private to Erik]
I've been in a coma for about four days.
I…I'm aware it could have been much longer, given how long it's been since we last talked.
I hope you're alright.
[The sentiment of someone who doesn't necessarily expect a response.]
[Open Spam]
[The walk from the door of her cabin to the door of the engine room is very short, but lately she's started to feel terribly agoraphobic on the walk between those rooms, as if the world might suddenly open up completely and leave her stranded in a huge, inescapable void.
If that's unpleasant then the walk up to the library is a nightmare, but her insomnia isn't going away and God knows she needs something to fill the hours. Still, she walks the programming and linguistics sections in a bit of a daze, eyeing the shelves and reading spines without taking much in.]
I've been in a coma for about four days.
I…I'm aware it could have been much longer, given how long it's been since we last talked.
I hope you're alright.
[The sentiment of someone who doesn't necessarily expect a response.]
[Open Spam]
[The walk from the door of her cabin to the door of the engine room is very short, but lately she's started to feel terribly agoraphobic on the walk between those rooms, as if the world might suddenly open up completely and leave her stranded in a huge, inescapable void.
If that's unpleasant then the walk up to the library is a nightmare, but her insomnia isn't going away and God knows she needs something to fill the hours. Still, she walks the programming and linguistics sections in a bit of a daze, eyeing the shelves and reading spines without taking much in.]
[Voice, private]
Date: 2013-02-12 03:45 pm (UTC)[Voice, private]
Date: 2013-02-12 03:54 pm (UTC)I'm not gonna tell you you've gotta quit, or just do this, or that, or whatever. That's just stupid. I don't even know dick about morphine, like, God knows why it even got brought up with me, so there's that.
And also I get it, why you did what you did -- why you cut him off.
So yeah, if you ever just want to... whatever. You can. That's all. [And now he will hang up, if she has nothing else to say.]
[Voice, private]
Date: 2013-02-12 07:01 pm (UTC)[But it's a different kind of 'thank you', not perfunctory but 'thank you for understanding'.]