[She doesn't think it's embarrassing - she'd cry too, if her own Wanda were around to forgive her - but she gazes at her hands in her lap, gives Tosh the small privacy of averting her gaze while she controls herself.]
If I think about it, some of the people I love most in my life right now, I don't think I ever would have trusted or gotten so close to if they hadn't helped me in that moment. I'm grateful for that. Mostly, you know, to them. But still.
I'm not saying, like, 'bad things happen for a reason' or any philosophical crap like that. Just...yeah, it was bad. Scarier than most of the stuff that happens here, because we didn't know if it would end or how to protect ourselves. But it wasn't any purer or more damning sort of evil. It was awful, but I think most of us have recovered.
Whatever drove you to that place...I hope someday you can too.
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Date: 2013-08-01 02:09 pm (UTC)[She doesn't think it's embarrassing - she'd cry too, if her own Wanda were around to forgive her - but she gazes at her hands in her lap, gives Tosh the small privacy of averting her gaze while she controls herself.]
If I think about it, some of the people I love most in my life right now, I don't think I ever would have trusted or gotten so close to if they hadn't helped me in that moment. I'm grateful for that. Mostly, you know, to them. But still.
I'm not saying, like, 'bad things happen for a reason' or any philosophical crap like that. Just...yeah, it was bad. Scarier than most of the stuff that happens here, because we didn't know if it would end or how to protect ourselves. But it wasn't any purer or more damning sort of evil. It was awful, but I think most of us have recovered.
Whatever drove you to that place...I hope someday you can too.